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I’m having one of those days,

Where I want everything in my life; but none of it at the same time.
It’s like there’s this thing inside my head that’s telling me to just give up, but as soon as I’m about to; I realize I can’t give up.
I can never give up.

I’ve had the best 6 and 1/2 months of my life being with you as we are now, and the best 2 years, 10 months and 5 days knowing you. There’s a lot of things that I’ve lived through that I could have definitely lived without, and you’re not one of them. Not a chance in hell. No matter the circumstance, I’d still rather be sitting next to you, even if there’s a door or wall between us.
I know I say a lot of things. Like, a lot. Whether I follow through with them or not (though usually done not with bad intentions), there’s always going to be one thing you can guarantee that I’ll do; love you.

I just wish I could fucking drown sometimes,

I hear it’s peaceful.




some peace would be nice.

Once we all thought we could rely on heroes to save our days,
Since then we’ve all sat with our eyes closed,
And hands firmly covering our ears,
So let the day come where we all realize,
It’s villains that run this town,
Without a doubt the hero will never come,

Unless you’re the one deciding to wear the spandex and cape. 

The thought sometimes crosses my mind as to what exactly I want in life. Sure I want what everyone else wants, money, fame, a big house, tons of cars. But really, I don’t need (any of) that.
What really matters to me are the things that you can’t put a price on, things that are earned through more than an exchange of labour. Happiness, and staying happy. Being with someone who’s going to try and make me smile and laugh, as I do the same for them.
That’s all I really need.
Some of the happiest people in the world have absolutely nothing; as they take nothing for granted, and even just the day itself is a gift
So today is a gift, even with it’s rain. Every second, filled with sadness or happiness, anger or lust, they are all a gift.
Take nothing for granted or you’ll find yourself unhappy with everything.

i miss just being with you,